I came home from something and Rafa had two white friends
over. A shorter one with kinda long for
a guy light hair, always smiling and keeping everyone entertained, mostly
himself…and another taller one with dark hair.
I think the first guy’s name was Riley.
I’m a little annoyed about the unannounced visit but happy to see they
are all having fun and happy. And they
seem nice. I go to the bathroom and Rafa
follows me. He starts to fuck me hard on
the sink and it is awesome. But then his
friend walks in and I fall down out of embarrassment. But he says, it ok, it doesn’t matter, and
goes and they all pick me up. I put a
bathrobe on and try to look for a shirt.
Why doesn’t Rafa care that they are staring at me naked?!
Still we all have fun together and Rafa is getting extremely
drunk.
Blackout.
I woke up in the bathroom.
I thought it had been a dream, but after coming out of bathroom his friends
are still here. I’m pretty embarrassed
and his first friend come laughing at me saying, I saw your pussy! But then
pats me on the back and says it doesn’t matter.
Rafa is still pretty drunk and being very juvenile. I was looking around and I was like, where
are we, Rafa’s place looks like this but it doesn’t have an upstairs part in
the bathroom. They told me it was rafa’s
apt, laughing at me, Rafa too. I say, no
it’s not, and Rafa thinks that’s really funny for some reason. The whole time Rafa has been laying on the
bed pretty drunk, in same area of the house as he really sleeps, trying to ward
off the spins.
We go to a concert, I’m very wasted, so is rafa. We are on the beach at a gathering with lots
of people our age. We are so drunk that
we pass out before the concert. This is
caused by the heaviness in my head while having such intense dreams.
Some girl from my highschool comes and gets me up when I’m
passed out on the beach and says, stand up someone cute is coming by. I don’t care but I’m a little embarrassed
that I had been passed out.
It’s a tall guy with long blonde hair..seems to be
famous…he’s walked in lower, while the crowd of onlookers are looking down from
a fenced in area. More ppl are there and
we all clap for them. Then we try to see
them closer. Rafa and I, and everyone
else get as close to fence as possible so we can see, but the fence is
extremely unstable wood diagonally fencing us in…I realized the whole thing was
going to break if we kept doing that, and told rafa not to lean on it, but then
he suddenly jumped on it, purposely breaking through for fun……then it was very dark
outside and the ppl were seen to be bad now, like horrible performers, bad ppl. They had dogs that ran up on Rafa and ppl and
also a child blindfolded and standing in chains where rafa and the dog were
now. All the party goers said, ok, time
to go in to the concert. As they were
going inside a building I went to find Rafa’s friends for help, but
couldn’t. I asked one guy, since I
couldn’t remember what they looked like.
Are you Rafa’s friend? Uhhhh, I
know him from the UT/Texas thing. Me: He
just fell over. Him: Yeah, I saw
that….hesitates, ummmm…ok, I might can see if, Me: oh there he comes. Rafa runs through a lower gate with
others. Him: yeah, ok, good. Me: Thank you very much Him: sure I’m Aaron
btw, Me: I’m Erin, nice to meet you.
Him: you too
Couldn’t find rafa at concert.
I kept looking in the building which was now some type of
school. I suddenly appear in a class and
am given work to do with all the others as if I’m not out of place. I’d like to leave bc my head feels very heavy
(bc of intensity of dream). Suddenly we
are on computers and a girl next to me asks right as I’m getting up to leave,
Will you help me with this? Must be a beginning
math class, I think to myself. But tell
her sorry I…she rolls her eyes and says, you’re in the wrong class? And then gets up to go sit by someone
else.
Rafa and I wake up in what we now think is the real world in
our beautiful house. We hear two black
women walk by. They are stopping infront
of every house and without looking at it, announce their names proudly and say
good day to you. They are dressed
beautifully in very old style clothes and it is a beautiful warm sunny day
outside. Our beautiful house. We go to the window to see them, seems like a
small pleasure to delight in, some entertainment for our peaceful
neighborhood. After they pass, lots of
beautiful women start passing by while we look down from the balcony. They are dressed in similar clothes to that
of the first women, but they are all white and do not announce their
names. But they do go..wooooooo…us. Which makes me smile
and a little jealous. Beautiful cars
from the 18th Century pass by with shiny new paint.
We start to realize this may or may not be the real world, but don’t care.
I feel like I wake back up passed out at the concert.
Going around this building looking for Rafa. I ask to borrow a girl’s phone who seems to
know me from earlier and dial Rafa’s #.
The keys are so tiny and pink, it’s like a baby’s first play phone and
with my head so heavy I have great difficulty making my dream hands push each
button, but I manage. It rings but
somehow, it has dialed my mom’s line.
She picks up…I don’t have time/energy for a conversation with her, so I
just hang up. I continue looking for
him. Some ppl who claim they know me
from earlier are sitting around so I talk to them for a second. This girl pulls out some crystal and offers
me some and I take it. Some dude lights
it for me and I take a big inhale. At
that exact moment a small old Mexican security guard sees me and runs off to
get someone nearby. I take off. Down the stairs, down the stairs again. Out the door.
I guess I make it. I ask some
girl, how do you get back to the Texas Tech part. She rudely points in the direction she’s
headed. I say thanks, and she says
you’re welcome.
I’m outside. Still
worried about the cops, I begin to fly.
I start by raising off the ground a couple stories as usual. But a witch in the distance sees me and I can
hear her laughing and shrieking at me.
She raises off the ground too, seeming to tell me, oh yeah I can fly
too! I begin to fly away, but she
follows with a crazy look in her eye, smiling and shrieking. I know realize I’m dreaming so I remember
this time not to let the dream character ever frighten me. I was told once, if a lion is chasing you in
a dream and you turn and face it, it will disappear or turn into something
funny. So I change directions and come
right at her, as she is coming right at me.
This makes her laugh even more, and I think we are both waiting to see
if I will get scared at the last second.
But I don’t and right before we collide she disintegrates into extremely
beautiful flowers. I’m really good at
flying now in my dreams. I can cover a
half mile in a dream second and go as high as I want. Once I kept going straight up but chickened out
once I was as high as a plane, looking at the crops. So, I kept flying turning everything bad I
saw into flowers. I was coming in for a
landing on a pirate ship. It was from
some other century. The people were
dressed so brightly but not in any way like today. I landed and was immediately threatened but
not harmed. Everyone was gathering
around me, bc they hadn’t seen women in a long time. They had so many interesting things out on
the boat deck. Games and foods. It seemed they were getting nervous about my
presence, not knowing how to handle it.
I said, I’m hungry and I have money.
Eating dream food is really fun when you know your dreaming. You will taste something out of this
world. They are happy to hear me say
this, and offer up something I have never seen and can’t describe. It is close to a plate of assorted cheeses and
candies, but not exactly. He offers me
one white piece, it tastes like nothing.
Then he says, well try another one, how do you know? So he hands me one with a color I can’t
explain. Both grey and brown and caramel. I eat it and it is very pleasant. So I smile and say I’ll take it.
Rafa and I wake up naked, in a quilt blanket, we finally
found each other somehow last night.
We’re outside in the most beautiful landscape of green grass and large
hills in a valley, but there are still houses out here and there. We are so glad to see each other and there is
a lot of love we both feel for each other in this moment, but we kind of
nervously laugh, and say we should probably get out of here before someone sees
us naked. But as we walk the place keeps
getting more beautiful…I wish I could paint it.
Green hills in higher def than real life. Rafa is leading me where to go. We come to a ledge that we will try to slide
down, but when we get there, instead there is a lake below, the water is too
dirty to swim in, or dangerous or something…an eel is there so we turn around
to go back the other way, but I’m suddenly sniffed and kissed by this cute
animal I don’t remember what it was. I
was afraid but Rafa said not to be and then the place transforms again into
some beautiful spiritual place. There
was a beautiful grey horse with white spots on his coat. I expressed love and appreciation for him and
he did the same back. This was
psychological….and with petting him and him smiling lol. Then it changed again and we are at the top
of a giant tree in a giant forest. Rafa
and I are so happy. He calmly looks at
me, smiling, and gives me the same piece of candy I liked from the previous
dream. I am delighted and take a
bight. I waste no time wondering how he
has it, and am too happy to care. I turn
and there is a king kong sized giraffe next to the tree. I tell it it’s so beautiful and it comes to
me. I ask it if I can ride on it…and
Rafa laughs at me, but says
do it. yes, it’s true, now we
realize we’re dreaming again, but we think somehow we are really there together
even if we are really asleep and love the experience. I can’t get on the giraffe though, there is a
powerline in the way. And even though I know it’s a dream, this seems like some
sign I should heed. Still we are happy up there and the dream
ends.
